If you guys haven't noticed the link on the right side of the blog, let me just remind you that STRANGER releases today!
Because I decided to go with self-publishing, I chose this date for a very specific reason. If you're a follower of my blog, you know the number 22 is very influential in my life. September 22, my uncle passed away. I still remember being in first grade, listening to my mom get the call and being told the news. I remember the pastor smiling at me from the pulpit (I was in the first pew). I remember trying to cry because I knew I should be, but I just couldn't get the tears out. I remember my grandfather, stoic and strong. And I even remember my uncle Mike, someone I barely knew, chasing me through my grandparents' house before his untimely passing.
I dedicated this book to my two cousins, Dylann and Fieffer, but I released it on a day that would honor my uncle.
I am 22. Today is September 22. Tough things happen on the 22nd, but I'm a firm believer in making your own luck to go with the innate luck you already have. I'm in control. I get to decide how to react to things. Today, September 22 isn't going to be a sad day. Instead, it's going to be the day I publish my first novel.
I hope you all enjoy it. :)
Saturday, September 22, 2012
Saturday, September 15, 2012
The awkward guy friend: Does he or doesn't he?
We all have that guy friend we're not quite about: Does he or doesn't he like me?
I recently went through a situation like this (try: yesterday). Back in summer, out of the blue, my old friend from high school asked to hang and catch up. I hadn't seen him in years so we exchanged numbers and met up at a cafe and talked. On my part, I wasn't feeling the chemistry. Don't get me wrong: He's good looking, intelligent, and sweet, but it just wasn't there.
Throughout the week, he texts me wanting to hang out again. I'm super-busy with friends and my new job. I don't mean to continuously blow him off, but I simply don't have time for him and since I don't feel it, I'm not going to move things around to make room for him (don't I sound awful?).
At one point, I think he gets the message since I finally agree to go out (but to a Starbucks close to my house for an hour instead of "somewhere quiet we can go to talk" or swing dancing), but then I get another text from him yesterday. I'm the type of person who doesn't like to play games and I don't like coming off like a jerk because I keep claiming to be too busy to hang (even though that's true, for the most part). So I decided to say something.
It's tricky to be a girl because even if you know a guy is interested in that way and you call him out on it, he can turn it around on you and claim he just wants to be friends and you're conceited for thinking otherwise. So what I did say is something along the lines of: "I'm going to be blunt with you: I'm seeing someone and I'm really happy. I'm not saying that was why you were hanging out in the first place but I just wanted to tell you where I'm at so there wouldn't be any miscommunication between us. I still don't mind hanging out with you as just friends, however."
Guys usually appreciate the directness (and if they don't, you don't want to be around a spurned tool, so let him cool off and realize how lame he's being) but sometimes, they just don't get it. Hawke texted back that he appreciated me telling him and that he wasn't hanging out with me for that reason, but he would be lying if he said he wasn't interested (um, what?). He said that he was happy I was happy and would still like to hang out if it didn't make me and my guy uncomfortable.
Yeah... no. I don't think so.
If you're not seeing someone - and this has happened to me when I haven't been - I always claim I'm too busy with school (or a job) to devote the time he deserves in a potential relationship and that isn't fair to him.
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With the potential lockout looming tonight, I want to send one last prayer to the hockey gods: Please. Please. Please. Hockey is one of the few things I'm passionate about and this is the only year I can devote to season tickets. I'm begging you: Please let there be a full season. Please. For Teemu's sake and my sanity.
I recently went through a situation like this (try: yesterday). Back in summer, out of the blue, my old friend from high school asked to hang and catch up. I hadn't seen him in years so we exchanged numbers and met up at a cafe and talked. On my part, I wasn't feeling the chemistry. Don't get me wrong: He's good looking, intelligent, and sweet, but it just wasn't there.
Throughout the week, he texts me wanting to hang out again. I'm super-busy with friends and my new job. I don't mean to continuously blow him off, but I simply don't have time for him and since I don't feel it, I'm not going to move things around to make room for him (don't I sound awful?).
At one point, I think he gets the message since I finally agree to go out (but to a Starbucks close to my house for an hour instead of "somewhere quiet we can go to talk" or swing dancing), but then I get another text from him yesterday. I'm the type of person who doesn't like to play games and I don't like coming off like a jerk because I keep claiming to be too busy to hang (even though that's true, for the most part). So I decided to say something.
It's tricky to be a girl because even if you know a guy is interested in that way and you call him out on it, he can turn it around on you and claim he just wants to be friends and you're conceited for thinking otherwise. So what I did say is something along the lines of: "I'm going to be blunt with you: I'm seeing someone and I'm really happy. I'm not saying that was why you were hanging out in the first place but I just wanted to tell you where I'm at so there wouldn't be any miscommunication between us. I still don't mind hanging out with you as just friends, however."
Guys usually appreciate the directness (and if they don't, you don't want to be around a spurned tool, so let him cool off and realize how lame he's being) but sometimes, they just don't get it. Hawke texted back that he appreciated me telling him and that he wasn't hanging out with me for that reason, but he would be lying if he said he wasn't interested (um, what?). He said that he was happy I was happy and would still like to hang out if it didn't make me and my guy uncomfortable.
Yeah... no. I don't think so.
If you're not seeing someone - and this has happened to me when I haven't been - I always claim I'm too busy with school (or a job) to devote the time he deserves in a potential relationship and that isn't fair to him.
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With the potential lockout looming tonight, I want to send one last prayer to the hockey gods: Please. Please. Please. Hockey is one of the few things I'm passionate about and this is the only year I can devote to season tickets. I'm begging you: Please let there be a full season. Please. For Teemu's sake and my sanity.
Friday, September 7, 2012
Taking a break
No, not from the blog.
From writing.
You know when you're in a long-term relationship and while you love the person you're with, the spark has just, well, fizzled? And you know that this person is The One, the person you want to spend the rest of your life with, but if you force yourself to stay, you'll grow to resent them and it won't be as good unless you take a step back and... breathe?
It's okay to do this. You've made a commitment, yes, but no one can force you to stay with someone if it's gotten stagnant.
I know you have to work hard and make things work as a couple. But sometimes you just need to take a break.
So that's what I'm going to do.
I'm not sure if it's my job. I'm not sure if it's because I'm about to start my senior year of college this year. I'm not sure if it's because I have a thing for a guy, and a lot of times, when I like someone, it's more exciting than writing about love, about something that's not real. But something is wrong here, and the last couple of days, as I've written, the spark just wasn't there.
So my week is going to mine - for working and reading and doing school work. My weekends will be dedicated to my social life and my writing. Yes, it'll take longer to finish, but I'm certain my writing will be better for it.
From writing.
You know when you're in a long-term relationship and while you love the person you're with, the spark has just, well, fizzled? And you know that this person is The One, the person you want to spend the rest of your life with, but if you force yourself to stay, you'll grow to resent them and it won't be as good unless you take a step back and... breathe?
It's okay to do this. You've made a commitment, yes, but no one can force you to stay with someone if it's gotten stagnant.
I know you have to work hard and make things work as a couple. But sometimes you just need to take a break.
So that's what I'm going to do.
I'm not sure if it's my job. I'm not sure if it's because I'm about to start my senior year of college this year. I'm not sure if it's because I have a thing for a guy, and a lot of times, when I like someone, it's more exciting than writing about love, about something that's not real. But something is wrong here, and the last couple of days, as I've written, the spark just wasn't there.
So my week is going to mine - for working and reading and doing school work. My weekends will be dedicated to my social life and my writing. Yes, it'll take longer to finish, but I'm certain my writing will be better for it.
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
There's just something about Michael Keaton
I am ridiculously, incomprehensibly, obsessively attracted to Michael Keaton.
It's not my fault. Go watch him in Batman and Beetlejuice. You'll see.
Look, logically speaking, I know he's not typically defined as handsome or sexy or hot. But I've never been the type to listen to definitions.
But wait, Heather. What does this have anything to do with writing?
Two things: Number 1 - many times, we are attracted to more than just a pretty face, and pretty faces can even turn us off. Number 2 - chemistry: We can't explain why we're attracted to people, we just are (I'm actually going through this at the moment with a guy at my work - I know, I got a job, say what? - we'll call Poncho).
When I write, I want to be as realistic as possible. My heroine is smart and pretty and therefore, she's attracted to good looking, intelligent guys. I have to keep in mind that my readers are living through my heroine, which means not only does the hero have to win her over, he has to win my readers over too.
A lot of the times, my heroes are interesting looking rather than typically attractive. It's more than just his looks my heroine is attracted to. For example, in STRANGER, Jane is a smart girl who thinks she's pretty but doesn't know she's beautiful. Her hero is Nikolai Depogare, a man who is known for being unattractive. But the more Jane falls for him, the more attractive he becomes. If I can win you over with Nikolai, get you to be attracted to him, I've done my job as a writer.
What does this have to do with Michael Keaton?
Well, let me just say this: As a reader, hot boys in books start to blur together. A lot of the times, they're accompanied with bland personalities and even though I get why the heroine falls for him, there's no chemistry between me and him. The writer didn't win me over. As such, I'd rather read about a girl falling for an interesting looking guy like Michael Keaton than some faceless hottie.
It's not my fault. Go watch him in Batman and Beetlejuice. You'll see.
Look, logically speaking, I know he's not typically defined as handsome or sexy or hot. But I've never been the type to listen to definitions.
But wait, Heather. What does this have anything to do with writing?
Two things: Number 1 - many times, we are attracted to more than just a pretty face, and pretty faces can even turn us off. Number 2 - chemistry: We can't explain why we're attracted to people, we just are (I'm actually going through this at the moment with a guy at my work - I know, I got a job, say what? - we'll call Poncho).
When I write, I want to be as realistic as possible. My heroine is smart and pretty and therefore, she's attracted to good looking, intelligent guys. I have to keep in mind that my readers are living through my heroine, which means not only does the hero have to win her over, he has to win my readers over too.
A lot of the times, my heroes are interesting looking rather than typically attractive. It's more than just his looks my heroine is attracted to. For example, in STRANGER, Jane is a smart girl who thinks she's pretty but doesn't know she's beautiful. Her hero is Nikolai Depogare, a man who is known for being unattractive. But the more Jane falls for him, the more attractive he becomes. If I can win you over with Nikolai, get you to be attracted to him, I've done my job as a writer.
What does this have to do with Michael Keaton?
Well, let me just say this: As a reader, hot boys in books start to blur together. A lot of the times, they're accompanied with bland personalities and even though I get why the heroine falls for him, there's no chemistry between me and him. The writer didn't win me over. As such, I'd rather read about a girl falling for an interesting looking guy like Michael Keaton than some faceless hottie.
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Sunday, September 2, 2012
Stranger: First Chapter
Given that STRANGER comes out in twenty days (twenty days!), I've decided to post the first chapter of the novel here. I hope you enjoy reading it, and if you have time, your thoughts on it would be lovely!
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Chapter 1
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Chapter 1
She dusted off her hands, wondering what to do with the body.
Sophie hadn’t meant to actually kill the guy. Her insides churned with guilt but her mind
was too focused on trying to figure out her next step. Sometimes she underestimated her own
strength, which was just silly because she should know better by now. She had this strength the moment she was
born. Possibly while in the womb.
That didn’t mean, however, that she knew what she was. She wasn’t sure if there were people out
there who were like her, who had this super-human strength that she – a five
foot seven teenage girl – shouldn’t possibly possess. She knew from a young age that the power –
curse? – she was afflicted with was wrong, unique, and just plain weird. After all, her parents abandoned her when she
just a year old after they found out what she was. Apparently they didn’t want to keep
explaining to the neighbors why a one-year old could lift their car in order to
retrieve a Barbie. As such, Sophie
learned not to advertise that she was different which was how she managed to
survive various foster homes for the past sixteen years of her life. At some point, her secret would come out and
she would subsequently be placed into group homes, waiting for another family
to take a chance on her. Until she
decided she was through with foster homes and decided to live on her own. Still, she attempted to keep mum on her
strength – though she was quite certain she could get paid a lot of money to
exploit it – because, as far as she was concerned, it was nobody’s
business. More than that, Sophie liked
being underestimated, liked being able to fend for herself if the situation
called for it.
And this situation most definitely had.
She had finished eating breakfast at a local diner and, after paying
the bill, left, preparing for a long trek down to Southern California. It was September, and winters in Tahoe were
freezing. As much as she loved the snow
and mountains, she couldn’t afford to wander around the rural community in
merely jeans, a worn pair of Converses, a plain blue t-shirt, and a thin zip-up
hoodie. Not if she didn’t want to lose a
body part thanks to hypothermia. No,
Costa Mesa was her winter destination.
It was where she had been born and though she barely remembered anything
when she was a year old, she remembered the warmth.
It wasn’t too cold this morning, but there was a bitter breeze and a
thick fog that nipped her pale cheeks and turned them a bright shade of
red. Sophie didn’t want to think about
what her nose looked like. Out of
nowhere, a guy grabbed her wrist and spun her around. With a smirk, he muttered something cliché
about her being by herself like Little Red Riding Hood and asked if she was
afraid the Big Bad Wolf would get her.
Sophie had already been on her guard thanks to the fact that the diner
was surrounded by forestry – something quite common in Tahoe – and was pretty
much a dive. Cheap, yes, but
skeevy. However, Sophie was desperate
and knew that beggars couldn’t be choosers.
When the stranger touched her, it was like she didn’t even have to
think. She just reacted. In that moment, reacting meant jamming her
palm sharply upward so it connected with his nose, making a satisfying crunch. He reacted as expected: shouting obscenities
and then threatening her life, her virtue, blah, blah, blah. He came at her, and she tried to warn
him. Tried to tell him not to mess with
her. But he laughed at her and then came
at her again.
As he circled Sophie, her eyes quickly took him in; the five foot ten
height, the curly blond hair, the red lips.
He had blue eyes hardened like snow on a rock, and a lean if a bit
skinny physique. Relatively attractive,
maybe a few years older than she was, but a redneck was still a redneck and
Sophie had a strict no-redneck policy.
This time, though, she wasn’t quick enough to dodge him. She was on her back now, and he was mounting
her rather clumsily due to the fact that she was struggling. The next thing she knew, Sophie reached up,
placed her hand on the back of his neck, and snapped. He was gone.
She threw his body off of her in order to stand. She needed to figure out what to do – and
fast. Someone could walk out of the
diner at any moment. Though she was
already immersed in some of the wilderness, her red hair made her stand out
like a flower among weeds. And once they
saw her, surely they would notice the man lying at her feet.
She couldn’t let that happen.
It was moments like this one that Sophie wished she had taken the
time to make friends. She could really
use some advice right now. But keeping
her secret would have been excessively difficult and she was tired of making
excuses. Plus, trusting people wasn’t
easy for her, and instead of trying and wasting her time on something that was
bound to fail, she kept to herself.
Which actually worked in her favor because no one depended on her and
she didn’t depend on anyone else.
Just the way she liked it.
Except now, obviously.
Although…
There was a good chance they would have abandoned Sophie to her fate,
maybe go to the point of turning her in.
This wasn’t lifting a car for some doll, it was murder. It was probably better this way, being alone.
Her eyes looked at the body.
Burying it sounded like the smart thing to do, and if anyone ever
managed to find him in this wilderness, she’d be long gone.
“Are you waiting to get caught?”
Sophie’s head snapped up. She
thought she had been alone out here – despite the nearness of the diner, trees
managed to obscure a good view of her, and she made sure to keep her ears open
to any possible cars or people coming and going – but apparently not.
The man who had spoken looked to be in his early-twenties, probably
twenty-three at the latest. He was under
six feet, with thick but short chestnut brown hair styled in such a way that it
looked like he had horns. Or pointed
ears, like an animal. With unruly
sideburns that practically grazed his chin on top of a five o’clock shadow, he
looked like one of those lumberjacks that inhabited the woods from time to
time, and he dressed like one too. He
was wearing a worn leather jacket, a plaid dark blue long-sleeved shirt, jeans,
combat boots, and a belt with a distracting belt buckle. Definitely a working-class type of guy.
“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” she said, hoping her voice
didn’t sound as frantic as her insides felt.
She thought it was pointless to hope he didn’t see the body considering
he was only six feet away from her.
“Of course not.” He took a
step towards her and raised a brow, giving Sophie a look that told her he
didn’t believe her. She didn’t
care. He could think whatever he
wanted. “He deserved it though.”
“I didn’t ask,” she retorted, glancing upwards. Did that mean he had seen what happened?
He gave her a dry look. “I
don’t care,” he said, taking another step towards her.
There was a tense moment between the two; Sophie wasn’t sure why he
didn’t threaten to call the cops or why he didn’t start screaming in the diner’s
general direction for help, though the latter idea probably wasn’t too
smart. She knew she could take on a group of people
as long as she knocked each individual out without too much fighting. Fighting wasted time she didn’t have,
especially not now. Not with a body at
her feet. And this guy in front of her
was currently wasting what precious moments she did have. If she had to knock him out, she would do it
just as long as it didn’t attract any attention.
Before she could do anything, however, he said with a knowing glint
in his eyes, “I know what you are.”
A shiver slid down her spine at the sound of those four words, and
Sophie felt herself swallow. He couldn’t
possibly know what she was unless he was either a conspiracy theorist, worked
for a classified section of the government specializing in what she was – if
such a thing even existed - or he had similar capabilities she did. While he had broad shoulders and a well-built
frame, she didn’t think he was one of her kind simply because she had yet to
meet someone else that was strange.
“I don’t have to explain myself to you,” she said. She couldn’t think of anything else to
say. She just wanted him gone as quickly
as possible.
“I can help you control it, kid,” he replied.
Did he just call me kid? She might not have been his
age or anything, but she sure as hell wasn’t a child.
“Who do you think you are?” she asked, narrowing her eyes.
At this question, he smiled but it didn’t reach his eyes. She couldn’t tell what color his eyes were
just now; it was too foggy. Sophie had
come to find that the eyes told more than the lips ever could and they always
gave her a good read on people. If she
needed to read anybody, it was this guy, some lumberjack who didn’t even blink
an eye seeing a girl like her kill a guy with no weapon, no injuries on her
person, and a body to dispose of. If he
was so comfortable around this type of situation, the least he could have done
was offer to help her find a place to bury the body.
“I can teach you how to control it.”
His voice was low, a gravelly sound.
It was like he was perpetually angry even though his body looked
relaxed, maybe even calm. Hers, on the
other hand, was tense and ready to fight.
“I don’t think this is any of your business,” she snapped. She could feel herself start to get frustrated
that he wasn’t offering anything about himself all while hinting at knowing her
dark secret. She had never seen this guy
in her life and it was like –
“Can you read my mind?” she asked him, and while the question itself
was ridiculous on human standards, if a girl like her could kill a guy twice
her size, it wasn’t that much of a stretch to assume particular people could
read minds.
His lips curled up again, but he wasn’t smiling because he was happy,
and he didn’t seem to be laughing at the ridiculousness of her question. At least that was what she garnered from his
eyes. Hazel, she decided. A golden-green hazel color. They were surprisingly pretty but Sophie
didn’t have time to check him out, not when she had a body to dispose of.
“No,” he said, shaking his head.
Well, that was good to know. It
didn’t seem as if the question perturbed him or anything though it was entirely
possible that he thought she was crazy.
“But I know people who can,” he continued.
Sophie clenched her jaw and felt her brow furrowed on their own
accord. It was her turn to ask, “What
are you?”
“You’re running out of time,” he said, evading the question just as
she had evaded his. “I’m sure your
friend there has friends back in the diner waiting for him. And if he doesn’t show up soon, they’ll come
looking for him.” He took another step
towards her so that somehow they ended up being only a few centimeters apart. She had no idea why she wasn’t backing up,
why she wasn’t running and leaving the body with him. Probably because she knew she wasn’t as fast
as she was strong. That, and she didn’t
have anywhere to go. She could feel
warmth radiating from his body. “But I’m
sure you could take them, couldn’t you?”
“Stop it,” she told him.
“Stop what?” he asked, his voice testing her. Sophie wasn’t sure if he was annoyed with her
abrupt command or if he was amused. After
a quick peek at his eyes, she’d say he was getting frustrated with her. As if she was responsible for his quick
temper. “You know what I think? I think you’re in denial. And that’s going to leave you very
vulnerable.”
“I have no idea what you’re talking about.” That much was true. Sophie wasn’t sure what he was referring to
anymore. All she knew was that she
didn’t have time to sit around and find out.
“You know exactly what I’m talking about,” he replied, and oh yes, he
was very frustrated. She couldn’t fathom
as to why.
“Who are you?” she asked him again.
She poked his chest. “Where did
you come from? You don’t know me so stop
pretending that you do.” With that, she
turned. Sophie made up her mind to leave
him responsible for the body and head off towards town to think about her next
plan of action.
He grabbed her wrist and yanked her towards him. She managed to lose her balance and stumble
into him. Her force knocked him off his
feet and before she knew what happened, she found herself on top of him. Because he pissed her off, Sophie made sure
to push into him as she landed. She
smirked upon hearing his sharp exhale; she had managed to knock the air out of
him. Good.
She stood, hoping to get up and make do with her plan, but the
stranger actually reached out and grabbed her ankle, yanking her back
down. Before she could land on him
again, he moved with such speed that she didn’t realize what had happened until
her back hit the ground and she was looking up into a pair of green-gold hazel
eyes. He didn’t look too pleased, she
decided.
“I’m only going to tell you one more time, kid,” he said through
gritted teeth. “You don’t have much
time.”
“I don’t think you realize just who you’re dealing with, pal,” she retorted and placed her hands
firm on his chest in order to push him off of her. He ended up flying a few feet in the sky
before landing a good deal away from her.
Maybe now he would take the hint and back off.
She turned and looked down at the body. After a moment of thinking, she knew there was
a good place to bury the guy another mile into the woods and it would be a
cinch to just leave him. The trouble now
was shaking this stranger – she still had no idea who he was. Hopefully he was unconscious so he wouldn’t
bother her any time soon.
She would have to carry the body, Sophie realized. Dragging him would leave marks.
Suddenly, a siren pierced the morning’s heavy, foggy silence, and
Sophie’s heart jumped in her throat.
There was no way she could run as fast carrying the body and the sirens
were only getting closer.
“Miss Harper,” a different, accented voice said, coming from directly
in front of her. She saw a silhouette
heading toward and she tensed. “I understand
you won’t trust us. Perhaps if you hear
us out, you might feel differently.”
A man emerged from the fog. He
looked as though he was in his forties, with a friendly face and warm blue
eyes. He offered her a smile. His entire demeanor seemed trustworthy, but
Sophie still wasn’t certain what he –and his angrier cohort – wanted with her.
“As Will said, you don’t have much time,” he continued, stopping a
few feet from her. At least he seemed to
know boundaries. “I promise to get you
out of here if you’ll listen to what we have to say. I promise we won’t harm you, but you probably
don’t believe me. However, I’m sure
you’d be able to defend yourself quite admirably if anything were to go awry.”
The sirens were only getting closer.
The body was still at her feet.
Even Sophie knew she really had no choice.
“Okay,” she agreed with a curt nod.
“I’ll come.”
Before she knew it, the
man smiled and led her through the forest and back on the main road where a
town car was waiting. The sirens were
only getting louder. Sophie didn’t think
twice before sliding into the back. She
had completely forgotten the original stranger she had pushed off of her until
he took a seat next to her. The older
man sat up front, in the passenger seat, and the driver – whoever he was –
started driving.
“You realize,” Sophie
began, “that town cars aren’t exactly common around here. I’m sure that somebody will remember a shiny
black car idling on the side of the road.”
“That might be so,” the
man sitting next to her said in his deep, gravelly voice, “but it’s not you
those sirens were after.” And then he
smirked.
She wanted nothing more
than to punch that stupid smirk off of his chiseled face.
“What?” she asked,
deadpan.
“I’m afraid that what
Will said is true,” the older man said, turning his body so he was facing the
backseat occupants. At least he had the
decency to look regretful. “You killed
that man in nothing more than two seconds.
Besides Will and me, I am quite certain nobody else saw you. The sirens are not for you.”
Sophie’s heart started
beating at an accelerated rate. She
could even hear it drumming in her ears.
“You tricked me.” It was a
statement, but it would seem the older man felt compelled to answer it.
“Yes,” he agreed, “but
it was necessary in order for you to listen to what we’re about to tell
you.” He paused, expecting Sophie to
interrupt. When she remained quiet, the
man continued. “My name is Ethan Curtis
and I run the Academy for Peculiars.”
Sophie made a face. “I’ve never heard of you,” she said.
“No, I’m sure you
haven’t.” He smiled that warm smile and
Sophie hated to admit it, but she felt her muscles start to relax. “My academy is geared towards people like
you, Miss Harper. Whether you can read
minds, move things with your thoughts, or transform into an animal, like Will.”
Sophie shifted her eyes
over to Will, taking in his strong, hairy profile. “Animal, eh?” she asked. “How surprising.”
Will’s eyes immediately
snapped to her and she didn’t bother attempting to hide the amused grin on her
face.
“Let me guess,” she
continued, feigning deep thought by rubbing her chin with the length of her
fingers. “Lion?”
“Wolf,” he corrected.
“Although,” Ethan said
quickly, “Will is technically a lion – a Leo, to be exact.”
“Oh my God,” Sophie said
with a roll of her eyes, “please do not tell
me you’re going to ask me my sign.”
Will had an annoyed look
on his face as he glanced out the window but Ethan laughed. Sophie couldn’t tell if it was because he
actually found her statement funny or if he was just being nice. Probably the latter.
“Actually,” he said, “we
already know your sign: you’re an Aries, the Ram. A fire sign.
Which is exactly why Will is here.
Should you choose to attend the academy, Will would be your resident
hall director. Your residence hall being
Ignis.”
Sophie furrowed her
brow. “I don’t understand,” she
said. “How do you know so much about
me?”
“I make sure to keep
tabs on particular people who exhibit peculiar tendencies,” Ethan
explained. “It is quite common for a
peculiar’s nature to show up when they’re young and, as such, there are many
different reports of strange behavior to sift through. It only comes with much practice and
determination, as I’m sure you are well aware, for peculiars to blend in with
panpi.”
“Panpi?”
“It’s our word for
people unlike us. Humans. However, I firmly believe that we – including
peculiars – are all humans, so to refer to those different from us as humans
would mean that we are not human and would draw a line between our species and
theirs. That is the last thing I wish to
do.” He shifted his shoulders so he
would be more comfortable in his awkward position. “As I was saying, because of how easy it is
to blend in, I have people everywhere who take that information and sort
through what they believe are credible reports to those that are coincidences –
a word I hate to use considering I do not believe in it. The ones they believe, they send to me. I narrow the list down even further, and
those I deem as credible are visited by myself and the student’s potential RH director. We discuss the academy, the curriculum, and
everything else with the student and their family.”
“And what finally
inspired you to seek me out?” Sophie asked as the car slowed to a stop at a red
light. Tourists riding rented bikes
began to cross the street.
“It’s not every day a
baby lifts up a car in order to fetch a doll, Red,” Will said from beside her. He didn’t even look at her.
“Red?” Sophie asked
dryly. “I haven’t heard that one
before. And it wasn’t just a doll, it
was a Barbie.”
“A Barbie is still a
doll,” Will pointed out, shifting in his seat and giving her an annoyed glare.
“I have been interested
in you the moment I heard about you, Miss Harper,” Ethan said, interrupting them. “In fact, I was hoping to get to you earlier
than our usual recruitment age - which is around twelve - just when sixth grade
in the United States is finished. But
after your parents…” He let his voice
trail off, uncertain of how to finish the thought. Sophie nodded abruptly, indicating that she
understood what he was trying to say.
She crossed her arms over her chest and looked out her window. “Well, it was more difficult to keep track of
you, and then you just vanished. When I
finally heard word of your appearance here in Tahoe, I knew I had to act as
quickly as possible in case I lost you again.
I grabbed Will and had Jared fly us here. And now here we are.”
Sophie glanced back at Ethan. “I’m sure some parents refuse to let their
kids attend this academy,” she said, maintaining eye contact with the
dean. “Why is it so important that I
attend your school?”
“Miss Harper, I don’t
think you realize just how important you are,” Ethan said, a serious glint in
his blue eyes. “I have been alive since
the year twelve-hundred and twenty-one.
I have only encountered two other physicals beside yourself in my lifetime,
and one has long since died. You are a
rare species in an already rare species and that it why it is absolutely
imperative that you attend the academy.
You need to learn how to control your strength and learn about not only
what you are, but who you are. Our
curriculum focuses on subjects that teach us just that, ranging from astronomy
– our position on earth and how that affects us – to history of peculiars –
what we are and how we came to be – to palmistry – what the unique lines on
both palms actually tell us about who we are – as well as extensive training
based on what type of peculiar you are.
There are three different peculiar classifications: physicals, like
yourself; shifters, like Will; and mentals, which breaks down into two
subcategories: animus – someone who can read minds – and physicus – someone who
can move objects with their thoughts.”
Palmistry and astronomy?
Sophie
couldn’t quite believe it, and without fully realizing it, her eyes descended
to her open palm.
“If I did decide to
attend your school,” she began, not looking up, “what, exactly, do you expect
of me in return?” Her eyes jumped up and
locked with Ethan’s. “I’m not an
idiot. I know nothing comes for free.”
“If you do decide to
attend,” Ethan said, his confidence never wavering, “the only thing you will
need to provide in return is allowing me to examine you every once in a
while. Like I said, physicals are rare
amongst peculiars and that means information about them and what it means to be
a physical is sorely lacking. Such
information I can only get from a physical, from you. You will not be required to do anything you
are uncomfortable with, merely answer questions and allow me to run noninvasive
tests. But, like I said, I require
nothing more from you. Your tuition,
your books, your food and board, and since you seem to be without a bag, your
clothes – including your uniform – will be taken care of. This, I personally guarantee.”
The stare Ethan gave her
was so intense she had to look away.
“It just seems too
easy,” Sophie murmured more to herself than to anyone else in the car.
That, of course, did not
stop them from overhearing the comment because Ethan said, “I’m afraid, Miss
Harper, that it will be far from easy.
Should you decide to attend, you’ll be put in Year Six, which is the
year anatomy-physiology is taught, as well as astronomy. You will also have to narrow the four core
classes – Astrology, Numerology, Palmistry and Tarot – down to the two you wish
to specialize in for your degree.
Because you’re coming in late, your free periods will be spent with
Jared, who will tutor you in the basics of the core subjects. Instead of physical education, you will be
with me, learning about the history of our kind. And during your study breaks, you will be training
privately with Will, who will help you control your strength and learn how to
use it properly.”
“Will?” Sophie all but
yelped.
“Trust me, I had no say
in the matter,” Will muttered. He really
did have a knack for making her feel welcome.
“He’s not a physical,”
Sophie pointed out.
“No, he is not,” Ethan
agreed. “But he is the strongest on my
staff, and he knows what he is doing. I
trust him impeccably, Miss Harper, and you should too.”
The following pause was
interrupted by Jared, who murmured to Ethan, “I’m turning in now.”
Ethan turned back to
Sophie. “I don’t mean to rush your
decision, Miss Harper, but time is rather pressing at the moment. We’ve reached the airport, you see, and our
private jet is scheduled to leave in twenty minutes.”
“Uh…”
Sophie wasn’t sure what
to say. But she had twenty minutes to
figure it out.
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